Cicle

When I wake up in the morning I smile and wish a good day
To my mom and friends
During the classes I remember that I'm dumb
And how my future is going to be hard
And I get a little bit sad
During the lunch I eat alone
And remember how lonely I am
And how all my friends start hating me after a while
And I get a bit sad In the afternoon I go home
Hug my cats and my dog and I smile
But I look at the pictures on the wall
And remember how my dad hates me
And how my mom fakes to be proud of me
And I get sad
During dinner I don't even eat
Because my throath is closed and I want to cry
And think about why I am here
Since I'll be nothing in the future
Since I don't make any difference in my friends' life
Since my parents aren't proud of who I am
And I get miserable
When I go to sleep I think about dying In a painless way
And I get happy
When I wake up in the morning I smile and wish a good day
To my mom and friends.

 Anya